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Wanting to Emerge
This is what an early April morning looks like in the North Carolina mountains. The air is crisp and serene. A friend I’ve made in recent...
May 6, 2023
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Born from the Fire
We are the women born from the fire. Burning with anger to see the end of Roe v. Wade. A legislature more desperate to control women’s...
Mar 31, 2023
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Losing My Religion
It came to me after a dream. A memory of myself as a seven-year-old girl. Better than a memory. I was my younger self - a sense of my own...
Feb 23, 2023
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Yoga, Sex and Death: A Return to Grace
The Oxford Dictionary defines grace as “a quality of behavior that is polite and pleasant and deserves respect.” It’s a pretty...
Jan 5, 2023
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Venus as a Boy
A neon sign radiated hot red with the word, MALO. Inside, the scent of fresh corn tortillas wafted through the air. A tatted-up waitress...
May 20, 2021
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Magic is...
Three ducks flying over my balcony at first light and standing witness. Magic is broad, like shades of blue. It is the giggling of...
Apr 25, 2021
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Night Dreamer
I love the night for all the mystery and magic it promises. To borrow the title of one of my favorite jazz tunes by Wayne Shorter, I am a...
Apr 11, 2021
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Peaking during Quarantine
2020 will go down as one of the most trying years of my life - of our lives, collectively. The eyes of White America (well, maybe half of...
Mar 28, 2021
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A note to my younger self
You’ve hidden from others. But even worse, you've hidden from yourself - work, exercise, alcohol, drugs, and sex being among your...
Mar 14, 2021
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Text Me When You Get Home
After ten years with my husband Derek, on the heels of an intense year of marital funk and couple’s therapy, I call our therapist and...
Feb 28, 2021
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The Old House: Letting Go
This is an empty house partly made of stone. Its walls are painted brown. No furniture remains, minus a few broken pieces. A cold...
Feb 14, 2021
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Esalen
In a museum in LA, I stand in front of a large mirror contemplating the question imprinted across it in bold letters: If you’re so...
Jan 31, 2021
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To an Old Flame
I did not want to write to you. Or maybe, I just wanted to write a lie. I did not want to tell you how you flipped a match into my soul...
Jan 17, 2021
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Social Media: A Hiatus
The sunset on January 1st, ablaze with red, purple and orange, was beautiful to behold. It made me think of the importance of PRESENCE....
Jan 3, 2021
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